Good luck, little buddy! You got this. You are a smart little dude and you have a great life ahead of you. Take advantage of every chance you have to make yourself a better person. It will be hard, challenging, but it will also be fun and rewarding.
I know it is scary and frustrating, but I know you can handle it. Or else I wouldn't make you do it. Just remember, there are a bunch of other kids who feel exactly like you do right now. The teachers and staff understand and they are there to help. ( and discipline if necessary ). Stay out of trouble, choose good friends, be a great friend, be a leader, be a servant, respect yourself, respect others.
You are going to do some cool stuff and I look forward to being there with you on your journey.