This is it. Meet the teacher at Middle School. Another step in my life as a father. Another step towards adulthood for this kid. I'm honored that I can be here to support him. I'm scared that I'm gonna screw up. I know I will, I'm human. But as time goes by and the more time we spend together, the more I realize that if I treat him with with respect, he will do the same.
I tend to worry sometimes that as he gets older, he will leave and won't come back. I realize that leaving is part of life. I also realize that the more bonding time I have with him now, the more things we can do to form a common bond, the more likely our relationship will continue into adulthood. I don't take for granted that since he is my blood, he will always want to spend time with me.
He is my shadow and wants to be like me. I have to remember to treat him like I want to be treated, every second of every day. And not just treat him right, but everyone around me, be the person who I want him to be.
I hope I get it right.
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